04. Four Sixteen

This is the first day

Of my life

Without you

Four sixteen

It’s the moment

I was scared for

All my life

Four sixteen

Today is the day

I had feared for all my life

Four sixteen

was the hour

I had dreaded

All this time

Four sixteen

Maybe tonight

When I am sleeping

You’ll come to me

In my dreams

To tell me

Everything’s all right

Yeah tell me

Everything’s all right

All right

About Four Sixteen

I wrote this song right after my mother died, aged 59, after a ten year long struggle against cancer. My whole life I have had a wonderful close relationship with my mother, and the years it became clear that her illness was not curable I struggled hard with the fact that one day she would no longer be with us.

My mother died a minute after quarter past four, April 7th 2003. The moment where for me my life changed. 

We had talked openly about everything, including about what comes next, we were always fascinated by philosophy, life and death. We had agreed that if there was anything after this, that she would come and give me a sign, whatever it would take…